6 Responses to “Rumination Exposed: “Pure OCD” (Podcast)”

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  1. anonymous

    Thank you for all that you put into this. It really helps those suffering from all types of anxiety. I have had many different forms, but I’m currently dealing with horriable intrusive thoughts (phrases/sentences) that run through my mind. And mostly out of nowhere….but very disturbing. I was molested at three and suffered lots of trauma/backlash/guilt/acting out resulting from that throughout the years. While I have been to therapy and thought I had worked though the vast majority of those issues, now that I’m pregnant with my first child…..I keep getting disturbing intrusive thoughts surrounding the subject of child molestation. It freaks me out! I’ve learned to realize that it’s a thought only, but it still makes me sick and affects me in a bad way. I know I would never hurt any child and my therapist has confirmed me that it’s just all the guilt and junk from what happen to me that causes this these intrusive thoughts. But it still does not seem to make it stop….I even try to to stop the emotional attachment to the thoughts…..but it just breaks my heart that they even come. I often think….if people could hear this thought that keeps learking around in my mind OUT OF NOWHERE…..they would think I am crazy! I pray all the time and talk to my closes friends (from whom have been earth angels to me and truly help me cope with the negative it affects it has on me both emotionally and physically), but they have been so persitent now that I’m going to have a child of my own. While I know I will get thru this and that there is hope….I am seeing myself becoming obsessed with it. I want my life back! I’ve worked hard to forgive the past and move on…..so why can’t my mind follow suit??

  2. Hi Anonymous,

    This is a tough one. Actually, I had the exact same problem for years. It’s sort of a pattern I guess that takes you from anxiety, to depression, and finally ends up with obsession.

    But in the end, it’s all related to anxiety. It’s good to hear that you know that this will come to an end, it always does.

    Just remember that thoughts are only thoughts, no matter how dangerous or crazy they might seem.

    And it’s great that you fear the bad thoughts you have because that just confirms that your a normal person going through emotional troubles. Not some nut job that’s going to harm people.

    If you feel overwhelmed try not to shy away from seeking counseling.

    Trust me, your going to be OK. Take a deep breath and relax those shoulders. Thoughts, even in their extreme form, are harmless. It’s our reaction to them that counts most.

    If you have more questions send me an email through the contact form.

    Paul

  3. greg

    It is a very interesting subject
    matter. When the mind is tired, anything can transpire and feel insanely real. I sometimes question whether people might be apt to inadvertently act on thoughts, but the fact that none of us want to be thinking the way we do in the first place, it can never be possible.

  4. texas

    Not that i wish this on anyone, but I feel better I am not the only one…. WOW…. it is true they are just thoughts and doesnt mean that we are crazy… A psychologist once told me .. Your NOT crazy, Crazy people dont know they are crazy… SO TRUE…

  5. nick

    Mate, thank you very much. For 13 years i’ve been suffering from anxiety. I have been reading books, forums, seeing shrinks…but never really felt that i have pin pointed my issue. Your bit on pure ocd sums me up perfectly. i feel as if i have hit the nail on the dead and now i have a “target” i can seek it out and take it down,
    thanks again

  6. You’re welcome Nick. I hope you have a clear way forward now.

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